life is nothing.

my life is empty,

my life is neglect,

my life is nothing,

i want my own life,

i want my own freedom,

i getting so sad to face it,

i'm crying.

ANNOYED.

I AM SO ANNOYED!

I AM DAMN ANNOYED!

I AM SUPER ANNOYED!

I AM SUPER HYPER ANNOYED!

I AM SUCK ANNOYED!

I AM FUCK ANNOYED!

I AM QUITE ANNOYING!

HELP!!!!

Actually i do not know i annoyed for what,

i don't know how to do,

i don't know what to do,

i don't know how to start,

i don't know what to do for the begin,

i don't know what to do for the perfect ending.

:(

我心情有一點怪怪的，

但是說不出來到底為什麼，

我只想哭，

只想哭，

只想哭。

Sorry that if i am the guy in your mind.

忽然有種莫名其妙覺得自己很煩的感覺，

我覺得有時候我真的是打擾了別人的思緒，

我不想的，

有的時候只是很想要跟別人分享我想跟你們分享的東西，

我不知道會打擾你們的，

不好意思，

真的是不好意思，

如果真的是有什麼煩到你不爽我還是什麼的話，

我真的是深感抱歉，

對不起，

我真的不知道我煩到你，

一切都是因為我的多餘，

不好意思。

a scary lift story at the midnight of 10th June 2011.

在那一晚，

也就是最後一晚在雲頂，

全部都很晚，

升至不會放睡覺，

我想那個時候應該是深夜三點多，

我忘了，

因為我已經被嚇的不知所措，

從頭說起，

故事有點長。

首先，

我們就走到去Theme Park Hotel那邊看那個OCTOPUS BALLOON，

然後拍照，

也幫一個家庭拍了個全家福，

真開心，

三個孩子天真可愛，

爸爸帥呆，

媽媽淑女，

這家庭真美，

過後我們就去Theme Park Hotel那Lobby拍照，

說說笑笑，

過後就一直問，

一直問，

一直問，

去哪裡，

因為雲頂山雖然大，

但是走來走去都是那幾個地方，

都已經走完了，

我跟佩瑤就忽然想到說不懂去哪，

就去在Old Town附近搭去Highland Resort的Lift，

就我、佩瑤、偉棋、愛婷、仟亭和嘉欣一起等待升降機的門開，

我就說這個升降機很美，

我們在裡面拍照，

升降機到了，

我就打開相機的開鎖鍵，

就很緊張的要按下拍攝鍵，

就因為升降機的速度比較快，

又怕等下不夠時間，

我就叫大家趕快，

我要按下拍攝鍵的時候，

頓時，

升降機快速往下降，

那感覺真是生不如死，

比跳樓機來得刺激，

比roller coaster來得忘我，

偉棋還說省了進鬼屋的錢，

說說當下情景，

全部人當然是喊到靈魂失散，

魂魄也不懂哪去了，

全部人都蹲下，

這應該是自然反應，

看連續劇也看得多，

我還以為燈會滅，

可是我開眼睛那一刻，

升降機門開了，

燈還亮著，

幸好上帝觀音娘娘佛祖媽祖保佑，

走出去那一刻，

感覺雙腿根本不屬於自己，

感覺漂浮了起來，

走著走著，

說著說著，

愛婷說起，

剛剛說要拍照的時候就這樣子，

懷疑是好兄弟姐妹們在作怪，

再次，

好兄弟姐妹們，

如果有什麼不爽的話，

先此道歉，

怎麼說小孩子不識世界，

阿彌陀佛。

with you guys go to Genting Highland.

at 08062011 12am afternoon,

me,tingyao and joowen

then go to fetched weihao,

then we going to Genting together,

we had a fun in taxi,

we had a fun in Be A Star,

then we meet aiting,ivan,qiantting and jiaxin in the hotel room,

rest,go to watson buy shampoo,bath,took photo and bla bla bla,

then we meet again,

dinner,walk until midnight,

meet peiyao at First World Hotel starbucks,

hmm,

i am so sorry with weihao,

cause he going to meet with his friend then my wallet was his there,

then i ask him to take it for me from Highland Hotel there take to First World Hotel Starbucks for me,

i am really so sorry to him,

i felt that he is accurate to me,

hmm,

well,

i know it i was wrong,

i sms him wont reply,

i am damn worry about it,

he reply me suddenly when i am worry about he accurate me,

well,

he ask me buy a cup of Starbucks to him for apologize,

i lost 12.50 ringgit,

i take it back to room,

he is no bother me,

then i accompany peiyao back to her hostel,

we meet ivan then on the road to back peiyao hostel,

then we went to peiyao hostel together,

Genting is super hyper cold in this few days,

my jacket let jiaxin wear,ivan jacket let qianting wear,

o no!

we are cold like hell,

but i still can endure what!XD

i saw the hostel for stuff one,

hmm,

we saw it.XD

it is...don't know to talk about it,

very farrrrrrrrrrr!-_-

after that we back to hotel room,

that time is 3am++ i think,

i saw weihao still haven sleep,

he is cleaning the room,

our room is damn mess!XD

we could not sleep,

we werepack together, talk together, go out filled with water and accompany him to eat cup noodles in the corridor of the hotel,

cause we scare to waking joowen and tingyao,

actually they were cant sleep too,XD

everyone were woke up finally,

we sang,we talks,we joked,we had a fun again in the hotel room when midnight,

then we were sleep at 5++am,

damn tired,

and the second day,

after we woke up,

took photo in hotel room,

go be a star again,

and then meet together,

joowen,tingyao and weihao were back,

i wanna follow them cause my grandpa birthday that day,

but i dont know why i never follow them,-_-

i am really felt so bored when without them,

i go out to walked myself,

and go and ate my lunch myself,

huhhhh,

i am so odd,

but i am also had a fun with ivan,aiting,qianting and jiaxin them,

we went to theme park,

i try some new things in my life,

i played roller coaster!

it is damn super hyper scary!

i promise myself,

no next time for me!

we back to hotel room at around 10pm,

we were cold like hell!

cause we were wet!

we played the flume ride,

whole body were wet!wet!and wet!

we met some funny clown in theme part,

they made some balloon to us,

it is mickey mouse,

so cute! :D

we ate our dinner at 12am++ at pizza hut!

wow!

i dont know it is supper or dinner, :\

then meet peiyao again,

we had a damn scary experience in the lift,

if you want to know it,

just ask me,

damn scary what!

i lost my soul in the time. :(

after that accompany peiyao back to hostel room again,

we went to old town and had some hot drink,

cause damn cold what!

it was around 5am,

i cannot tolerate anymore,

then i back to sleep first,

then i do not know what they were doing outside,XD

i only know they back to hotel room at 9am++++++!!

that's so crazy! :\

after woke up,

everyone told me that my snoring is damn noisy,-_-

maybe i think that's because of tired,

then we check out the hotel room,

ate our brunch,

then back to Raub adyyy,

three days was gone,

time pass very fast,

holidays gonna end soon. :(

Starbucks.

i am starbucks with PeiYao now,

i am drinking chocolate cream chip frappuccino,

hmm,

it is nice,

i like starbucks,

hope a day it price will be become more low.

04062011 上個禮拜的今天。

上個禮拜的今天28052011，

我們正與營委們交流，

我們分好組，

做好位子，

全部人躺在組員的腿上，

很有信心，

很有自信，

很爆笑的躺在大家的腿上，

再被KIEN YOONG和老師營委們把凳子拉開，

我們就如此手腳撐著，

相信彼此而撐著躺在別人在腿上，

說真的，

這遊戲很新鮮感，

很爆笑，

我喜歡。:)

再來是人都愛玩的水啦！

很刺激一下，

我們玩什麼對壘，

真是的，

給小孩子玩過對壘，

自己卻是第一次玩，

玩到可以拉手拉腳那個，

超爆笑，

沒有想到可以玩到那個瘋度。XD

過後真的是老天有眼，

下雨了，

參與童夢生活營三年，

每一年的營委交流營一定會下雨的，

真是的，

今年也不例外，

一樣下雨，

過後就要回家洗澡啊，

下著不綿細雨，還滿大一下的，

騎著小綿羊回家洗澡，

我、樂儀、安儀、愛苓、佩瑤。

天啊！

在雨中騎著小綿羊真的是超冷，XD

我喜歡那感覺。

洗完澡，

又回去了，

又開始準備隔天給生活營的東西，

而我就練歌，

說真的，

有點失望，

LAST MINUTE練出來的東西，

都已經接近完整了的

p/s：不到完美。XD

可是我卻無法目睹過我們的演出，

沒有RECORD到，

超失望好不好！:'(

well，

如果有下一次，

但願能夠唱過。:D

Hello June!

gonna say goodbye to May again,

and say goodbye to the 9th Child's Dream Camp 2011 again,

well,

is holiday now,

a new month,June was come,

i am super hyper bored to this holiday,

hmm..

day without Child's Dream is bored,

is nothing to do,

but it was end,

i hope and waiting for the 10th Child's Dream camp.

But now got something to don't want to do's thing,

the Leo Club installation of SMK Chung Ching Raub 2011,

Ooooppssss..

it make me feel like so annoyed,

i dont know what to do,

time less,

maybe i think is not enough time to prepare it,

anybody help!?

my god!

if got choice for me,

i will let other to do,

well,

i am feel like so trouble and annoyed about it,

i really dont know what to do,

the date of the dinner is coming soon,

then i never ask for the restaurant,

never confirm the date,

never meeting with the committee,

my god!

can i throw it far far far far and far away!?

hope that got a lot of friends will help me,

actually,

i am lazy to prepare it,

and also don't know what to do,

friends,

i really need you.